Just got off the phone with Camilla (my dads wife). Thank's for calling, it's always appreciated! In some wierd way Camilla always make me feel better. She's always there when I need to talk and always gives good advise. I'm glad daddy met you :) And I actually got to talk a few words with Lukas this time :p he called me "pippi" (means bird in swedish) and pointed out to the little bouncy-mat we have in our garden and said he wanted me to come bounce with him..he thought about a picture we have where we're all sitting on the bouncy-mat before I went to america. Soo cute. It touched me to know that he actually remembers me! I miss you both so, so much!

And Martin and Alex are not coming to NY after all :( I was really looking forward to meet you guys and to show you NYC. Dissapointing! I still have august to look forward to though, so far.Wouldn't surprise me if something came up and destroyed those plans too!

It hurts to see you sad Joey. I wanna help you in every possible way, dunno what I can do though? There comes a time in life when you just have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who create it. After all, life is to short to be anything but happy. If I was down there I would give you a 1000 hugs til it all felt better :)