So yeah I'm back in D.C. and I'm not thrilled about it at all! Allie and Syd went back to school today but Jessi doesn't start until the 3rd. So i have to be home with her all day now. It kinda sucks. I wanted to get started with my workouts again. After two weeks of vacation I was psyched! But nope, have to wait til she goes back to school.

Otherwise I feel kinda unmotivated overall. Feels like the 11 weeks that are left are gonna be the hardest weeks of this whole year. I defently know they're gonna feel alot longer than 11 weeks. It all feels so meaningless! It's hard to describe. 

I dunno what it is that made me so low about coming back.

I don't even feel like writing here..no energy left for anything. And I miss my Monique!!